Saturday, May 29, 2010

Ur still in my heart..

It's almost 2 months, since we broke up..And i still miss u tat much..
Just can't let u go..U were still in my heart till now..
I really wish to see u now..But is hopeless..My heart is really painful..
I have sleepless nites ever since we broke up..
Everynite i must see our pictures, cried 1st, then only fall asleep..

People thought I have recovered..But the truth is I'm not..
Outside i'm smiling but inside my heart is really bleeding..
I dun noe when i can fully recovered..
My heart really stands for u only eventhough there are few approaching me...
But i have REJECTED them..Ur the 1st guy that I ever love so much..
I'm willing to sacrifice & do anything for u..But ur heart has the only ONE person..

Why? Just tell me why do i have to fell in love wit u in the 1st place..
If i don't know u..I would not have fell in love wit u..

Everyday my mind will just automatically think & worry about you..
Hoping that ur alrite there..Hoping that u remember to eat lunch..
Hoping that u will take care of urself..There's too much of worries..
Bcoz i really do care for you so so much..But u won't know all this..

I really miss u so so much..My tears will fall whenever i think of you..
I just love u way too much..Until i dun even know how to let go of u..


The Truth That You Leave (pianoboy)

Love is....

Love is when you wake up, he is already on your mind...

Love is when you lost your heart, he is all that you can find.
Love is when you want to be the one to dry his eyes.
Love is when you see the truth in every one of his lies.
Love is when you want to listen to all his whims and woes.
Love is when you want him to take care everywhere he goes.
Love is when he calls you , your heart goes a flutter.
Love is when you see him "I love him." you silently stutter.
Love is when you tell the world that you love him so.
Love is when you've told the world ... but he doesn't know.
Love is when you know you'll still love him when he's lost his hair...
Love is when your eyes light up when you see him there ...
Love is also when you hear your heart breaks when he held hands with her.
Love is also when you crumbled as you hear them say that it will last forever.
Love is also when you cry inside yet smile outside when they say hi to you.
Love is also when you held your breath and said "How do you do?"
Love is also when you let him go ... you know he is happy now.
Love is also when you know you'll get over him somehow.
Love is also when his happiness is what matters to you.
Love is also when you let him love her ... and not love you true.
Love is when you'll still love him ... and still ... he'll never know
Love is when you'll swallow the pain and slowly let go
...Yet.. love is a funny thing ...

Love is when you smile when you hear that it's him and her no more.
Love is when you hear he sent her through the door ...
Love is when you try to "bump" in to him again ...
Love is when he'll say hi to you and there is no more pain.
Love is suddenly real love when he says he loves you too ...
Love is suddenly real love when his life revolves around you.
Love is suddenly real love when he's always loved you but he didn't dare.
Love is suddenly real love when he's always loved you but thought you didn't care ...

Love is suddenly real love when now it's all coming true.
Love is suddenly real love when you love him and he loves you...
Love is suddenly real love when now your life is nearly complete.
Love is suddenly real love when everyday ... it's him you meet.
Love is suddenly real love when you friends accept him too.
Love is suddenly real love when you can have time for them and him and you.
Love is a many splendoured thing ... and a really complex feeling.

SO when you love someone ... just tell him ... or her
... You'll never know how it'll turn out ... one way or the other.

Tell him before he's gone ... tell her before she's
taken ... Confess... confess ... what's there to lose
... When pride and ego's forsaken.
You might never know ... he might love you too.
She or He , might feel the same way for you ...

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You Never Lose by Loving
You Always Lose by Holding Back